I think so....

Tuesday Feb 3

Lega satu beban dah lepas...dah siap hantar data tengah hari tadi....rasa ringan sikit kepala ni tapi fenin-fenin makin menjadi la pulak.. my instinct keeps saying that Haikal is going to have a baby brother or sister this year..the symptoms are getting stronger each day... I started to get ellergic to certain things like curry and last Sunday when I saw the picture of Anuar Zain in the newspaper terus feel nak muntah..benci sangat...then threw that page into the bin..kesian Anuar Zain..dia pulak jadi mangsa..


Mengadap pc lelama sangat pun dah rasa semacam je..hopefully this will not last long....coz before this I usually had bad ellergy on the first trimester of pregnancy....next week I will check again .. last few days I have done it but the result was not clear..the second line was very blur.

Everytime I am pregnant , I get this feeling..rasa bersalah sangat pada anak bongsu ..now I feel the same to Haikal..bukan apa lepas ni dia akan dapat kurang sikit perhatian daripada kami....memang tak boleh lari dari kenyataan ni....selama 4 tahun ni dialah yang paling manja and so close to me and abang misai...

I will try to control my mood...tak nak sangat mengikut perasaan...kalau mind ni senang di set kan best ... yang penting I really hope I can go to school as usual coz my students are very important to me...just like my own kids....hoping that they will succeed better this year..