Why do I write in English lately?....maybe some of you think that there is something wrong with me..but honestly speaking this is just a practice for me to write with lots of idea in English..normally when I'm using Malay language the ideas flow came out easily but using English , its like there is a border for me to write fluently .... why an English teacher faces this kind of problem?
I don't have problems teaching English in school ... they are just kids and I'm confident enough in class but frankly speaking .... I'm a bit nervous to communicate in English among adults...and I'm still in the process to throw away this anxiety . When I was back to college for the last 3 months , I took this as a chance for me to improve myself..and I did take this chance..talking to my classmates and lecturers in English .. not forgetting ..doing some presentation in English in front of them and a bigger crowd ... and my courage in getting higher..alhamdulillah..
Those who were with this language since they were babies will never face this problem..but not for me..came from the rural area where everyone only speaks Malay ... my siblings and I were lucky ..most of us can speak in English and my sisters are better than me..its because they have courage ... they don't care of making mistakes...that is my major anxiety .. afraid of making mistakes .. thinking of what other people will say.. oh me.. and my vocab is still limited ... that is why I love to read...
Purposely applied for the English course in teachers training college back in 1993 ... my aim that moment was while receiving new knowledge , at the same time I can improve my English..Now I'm taking one more step to get a degree in the same field .. I know this a though challenge and I will try my best .. because I always think positive ..
**** Wish me for the best ****
jangan la pulak meluat kak yan asyik jadi mat salleh celup..he..he
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